reminiscing back to my avenue q days... just finished listening to the whole CD again after years without it... makes me feel good and grounded and real again even if it sucks to be me at times, as i'm still trying to find my purpose, while thinking that everyone's a little bit racist once in a while, when the internet is for porn anyway, after having created a mix tape, hoping that fantasies come true, despite the fact that there's a fine, fine line between love and a waste of time (this goes out to tones), realizing that there is life outside your apartment when all you can think about is the more you ruv someone, the more you want to kir them, intensely feeling schadenfreude, as you tell yourself, "i wish i could go back to college," until you finally accept and are relieved that everything in life is only for now...
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